Zane truly has given me the inspiration and courage to pursue
my writing and my dream of publication.
My journey with writing has been a long and often laborious
one. I began writing seriously in the early 1990s. I remember submitting a
short story for my college’s literary arts publication. My writer friends all
were accepted. I was rejected. It was devastating. But I never gave up. I took
screenwriting classes, dabbled in novels after a fellow writer told me I had a
gift for writing description, wrote several novels, and always queried agents
and publishers. I was always rejected.
I have often given up, taking long stretches of time away
from the writing process, promising to never return. A lot of time, creativity,
and energy are taken up in the writing process. Life is often sacrificed,
including time with family and friends. It doesn’t pay well, so a second job is
almost always a necessity.
But when I see Zane and how very hard he works to achieve
things we take for granted: sitting on the floor without assistance, standing,
eating, talking—I am inspired to persevere. In many ways, he is my muse. If I
feel dejected about my writing life, I can look to him and remember to not give
up.
So thank you, Zane, for helping me find the courage to
publish my first novel. A novel that has been in the making for ten years.
Here’s the blurb if you’re interested:
When
Anna Kincaid has a miscarriage, her world comes crashing to a halt. Grief
overwhelms her life and she combats it with prescription medication. Her
husband Lloyd does not see the event as tragic. In fact, not ready to be a
father, he is relieved at the news. This creates a chasm in their marriage and
splits them apart. Both Anna and Lloyd find themselves moving in different
directions. Anna finds hope in a young, male colleague named Ben and comfort in
her narcotics. Lloyd loses himself in work. Will their marriage survive the
miscarriage, or will it always remain fractured?

This is a beautiful post! I am inspired by you, your words, and your journey. Thank you and Zane for sharing this. What an amazing boy!
ReplyDeleteHere's to never giving up!
ReplyDeleteYay!!!
ReplyDeleteZane is amazing and so are you!
ReplyDeleteSounds like quite the amazing boy you have there indeed. No wonder he is an inspiration.
ReplyDeleteYou are courage personified! Lovely post, Susan!
ReplyDeleteWhat a heartfelt, inspirational post. I'm glad I stopped by, Susan.
ReplyDeleteThank you for the inspiring post, for never giving up on your writing dream, and for being the mother you are to Zane and his brother. Happy Mother's Day for tomorrow.
ReplyDeleteHappy Mother's Day to one of my favorite moms!!!!
ReplyDeletelove,
Holly
Stunning Post - umm can you send me a copy when its published - LOL. Sounds like a great read
ReplyDeletei can see why zane gives you so much encouragement!
ReplyDeleteAwww, good for Zane to give you inspiration to keep going. Your book sounds very good! I'd love to order it...
ReplyDeleteI think many people share what happened to you regarding your literary pursuits.
ReplyDeleteBut almost nobody has a Zane in their life.
You are ahead of the game Susan and the future is still in front of you. Do what you do and carry on. Bless you and Zane. Hope you had a grand Mother's day, I know you must be loved and appreciated.
My best to Zane.