“Every day is a journey, and the journey itself is home.”

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Thursday, February 28, 2013

Rock Out


One of Zane’s favorite things outside of vestibular motion is music. But, like the rest of us, he is selective. When Justin was much younger, I played soothing Putumayo mixes for him quite a lot, which he really enjoyed. When Zane was in the PICU back in 2007, I played the Native American Putumayo disc for him while he was on a ventilator. I truly believed it helped him to recover.
 
But those days of soothing tunes are gone—at least for Zane. While Justin enjoys pop and dance music, Zane is our hard and classic rock guy. AC/DC? Loves it! Velvet Revolver? Bring it on! If you played some Iron Maiden for him, he likely wouldn’t complain (can’t say that about some of us in the household). And as you can see by the photo, he absolutely adores Led Zeppelin.
 
Hanging out with Robert Plant!
 
Rock out, Zane!
 

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Life on the Slopes

There are only two weeks left of skiing with Adaptive Sports for Zane. It's been an incredible adventure for him and his love of speed and motion. It's also been an amazing experience for me, as well. Zane has really connected with his current ski instructor. The love that I see between the two of them cannot be captured in words (I know...can't capture it in words? What does that say about me as a writer? Not much, I guess). But it's awesome to see others connect with Zane and get him like I do.

I do know that I was almost invisible to Zane this past Monday. He was all about skiing with the guys, saving his smiles and laughs for them. And that's perfectly fine. I mean, what independent-minded six-year-old boy wants to hang out with him mom all the time anyway? I'm sure there are many, but Zane is not one of them.

Here are a few photos from this past week's outing.

Um...yes, he's sleeping
 
He came down the mountain flapping his arms (always a good sign)
 
Keeping his sweet face warm
 
 
Thanks to everyone who generously donated money, purchased my books through the month of February, and bought Rocky Mountain chocolates. All of this money goes to fund adaptive skiing for Zane's class. You all rock!
 

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Zane's Video

 
Reposting for those who haven't seen the video. It was made for Zane's second birthday.
 

Friday, February 15, 2013

Art


Zane’s art teacher is awesome! She created an easel especially for him made from hula hoops and Styrofoam. It hooks onto his adaptive stroller, and it is angled and positioned so he can easily see and access his work surface.
 
One of his classmates voluntarily held the palette for him while Zane dipped his fingers into the colors and painted. Although, he mostly enjoyed the texture of the paint.
 
Zane’s friend, Sophia, is such a sweet and compassionate girl who loves to sit beside Zane during circle time and hold his hand, too. Hooray for children who are accepting of those with differences! They are a true reflection of their parents (I’ve met hers, and they are incredibly nice, too). If Sophia is an example of our future, then it is not so bleak after all.
 
I love inclusive education!

Tuesday, February 12, 2013

The Latest


It’s been a week or two of ups and downs. Let’s start with the downs, so we can end on a happy note.
 
Last week, Zane and I visited the neurology clinic here in town. The clinic is meant to ease the burden of having to travel to Denver for families in rural areas such as ours. This is the first time Zane has seen a neurologist since the infamous visit back in 2007 (a story some of you already know, which I won’t revisit at this time). In this case, the doctor was very kind and informative and didn’t make inappropriate comments. I know quite a lot about Zane’s medical condition and the peripheral complications that accompany it. I almost always go to his appointments well informed. This time, I pretty much entered things blindly, so the doctor brought me up to speed on Zane’s seizures, the effect they may or may not have on him, and the plan to control them. We have seen some occasional seizure activity with Zane since his medication dosage had been increased. However, the seizures seemed much more controlled than before. Despite this, the neurologist wanted to up his dose to the minimum in his range, as what he was taking was below that amount. So we did. He had some increased activity last Friday, which solidified our decision to go with the increase. But we immediately saw the side effects: lethargy, increased sleepiness, and moodiness (not a good thing since Zane is always so happy). So now we are back to playing around with the dosages with the possibility of changing medications altogether.
 
Yesterday, Zane skied again. The medication truly impacted his day. He slept in class before we left. He slept on the bus ride. He tried to doze off as the volunteers were getting him ready. He was moody; not at all his happy-go-lucky self. In fact, one of the ASA volunteers carried him in to me, fussy and crying, after only his first time up the mountain. Fortunately, I already had a call in to the NP. She said that these are classic side effects of the Keppra. Thus, the change in his dosages beginning last night. Zane’s ski day did end on a positive note. He came back from his final run of the day all smiles and laughter and pep. A lot of that had to do with the volunteer who skied with him. He is one of those few people who have made a special connection with Zane. It is so awesome to see them together. So I cannot thank him enough for bringing such joy to my little boy.
 
Finally, Zane went to the dentist today. The whole appointment was a non-event. Although, Zane tried to help the hygienist do her job by holding onto the polisher and grabbing the toothbrush. He drew the line at the floss, though, pushing her hand away when she tried to put it in his mouth. I’ll tell ya, the kid knows what he wants and what he doesn’t want. He has three new adult teeth making their way in. The Tooth Fairy has not seen a single one of those babies because Zane likely swallowed them all. It’s hard to believe the 3 pound 14 1/2 oz baby who was given only two months to live is now cutting his adult teeth. Way to go, Zane!

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Susan is a YA and Adult contemporary novelist, as well as an advocate for social change. Her essays have been published both nationally and regionally, including a brief stint in The Daily Beast. She lives in the Southwest with her family.